silence

people are always talking about the "beauty of silence"

yes, i do admit that silence is indeed very soothing but then again, won't we feel lonely after awhile?

with unread comments and cries for help (whether or not on the internet) and quiet lonely walks down unfamiliar halls, silence can seem like the worst thing in the world.

it's like watching the people around you having a blast and then there you are by yourself, beating yourself up for not talking to them. but how can you talk to them? we don't speak the same language. and they're having so much fun while you watch longingly on the sidelines wondering "when was the last time that happened to me?"

and then you're filled with nostalgia and sometimes you laugh to yourself.

BUCK UP.

life is full of hardship and struggle.

find people who can help you.

don't keep everything to yourself,

tell someone about it.

or, y'know, get a blog like me. :)

though nobody would read this.

but there's still hope that one day SOMEBODY will.

but then again, i'm starting to run out of things to blog about.